Brian Bergeron

I think I’m growing out of this funk that I’ve been in but haven’t communicated much in the blog (though I don’t know how transparent I’ve been for the last couple of months). This is ironic to me because physically, I’m sick. I’ve had this nasty sore throat and cold that has interrupted my sleeping over the last few days thereby making it worse…

…I digress…

I’ve had a lot of time (because things have been so slow at Faneuil Hall) to think a lot more inwardly about the place of music in my life. Obviously, it plays a big part but I had to ask myself “Why?” because it was affecting me more negatively than positively and I was losing my drive and desire. I think I’m starting to figure it out and this whole existential (a word that is used probably too much in my apartment) conflict is finally having some results.

I don’t want to get too in-depth but suffice it to say that it’s messed up and I’m glad that I’ve been thinking about it though it’s made me tired, stressed, and bummed out. I think I will yield some nice results in my music (as the recording date draws nearer!!!) and all other aspects of my life.

Why am I blogging about this? No idea!

And that’s why I’m going to stop…
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Go Celtics!